***Under construction*** A continuation of my first novel "Short novel - First time with a guy". When i first met with him a week ago, some of my boundaries had been removed. I was ok with had happened, more aligned with my sexuality i think. But i was still curious and not sure exactly where my new found experience would take me. As straight person, i only been with women up till then, and it was always me doing the fucking in the relationships. But having experienced what felt like a role reversal had moved something inside of me. Something about relinquishing controls and being the "less… Pročitajte više

I was there now, ringing his door. A big big step for me to get this far! And i was nervous, a bit on edge. It was kinda like waiting to see your female date for the first time, but different. This time it was about sex, and not just sex, sex with my own gender so it felt taboo and forbidden. And exposing myself in reality to someone who knew some of my deepest and secret thoughts, it made anxious. It felt like forever waiting outside in the hallway, on edge, but in reality i don't think it was many seconds before my ears zoomed in on the recognizable sound of the lock being turned, and watch… Pročitajte više

CIM or maybe CI(O)M, Cum In own Mouth. A kink i remember trying more than 15 years ago, and tried once or twice, and i really did not enjoy at all. Lately though, it's been in my mind again, thinking it could possible be a kinky way to end a masturbation session, and also not deal with clean up afterwards. Though I'm almost certain any attempt will end like back then..When i start ejaculating i immediately become repulsed, and either dogde it or not enjoying it one bit, but most likely not do it. If anyone have tips to overcome this instant repulsion, ill gladly hear them. Or hear what your… Pročitajte više

A kind of extension to my first blog "Analsex and hetero sexuality". My goal is getting a prostate orgasm without any other stimuli. Because seeing how powerful it can be, it looks like it's one of those things you have to try! So every now and then i do that. I got 3 toys, they are different but don't seem to really do it for me. One or two times i had an aneros helix in me and felt i got close to... something. The feeling was sort of like when you get close to cumming, but weaker and kindal tingly, and centered around my prostate..i think, or in that region somewhere. Unfortunately the fe… Pročitajte više

For a long time i have occasionally been thinking why analsex interests me, with myself as a receiver. And its a damn long process to find out lol! It's only something i tried once and didn't get as much out of as i had hoped, but the experience was fun. My current understanding of why it attracts me is the shear aspect of letting your guards down, let someone use and enjoy you for their pleasure. But also prostate orgasm, i think that could be a wild thing to experience! I wish it was something i could get more out of, maybe it comes with experience or maybe it does not. Could also be that… Pročitajte više